
#let’s just think about this for a minute. during the whole first part of the episode, sam didn’t say a word to lucifer. he tried to avoid him all the time, he pushed his hand a million times, but lucifer kept coming back. and sam always held on, he completely ignored him. until he mentioned his brother. hearing these words “big brother’s probably dead” sam couldn’t help it. the very first time he reacted was when lucifer said dean could’ve been dead. because sam’s worst nightmare is not lucifer and hell, but the death of his brother. #this is just heart-breaking to me, I had to write it.